Family

I hate family.

Who needs them?

I really want a new one...
someone who...loves you.

Instead I'm stuck with someone who hits you.

And someone who tells you "You deserve nothing".

Is it possible to adopt a better family?

How much will that cost?

Happiness

They say happiness is the key to your heart.

Who knows...

I have no idea if I will ever find that true love I look for.

I always say "I'm forever alone!" As a joke...

But sometimes it doesn't feel like a joke.

But the truth.

Weight

Why does weight matter?

Why do guys care about your size and shape?

I've tried and tried to lose it...

I still am! I won't give up until I look into the mirror...

And see someone worth seeing.

Sick

I've been sick for 2 weeks now.

I wish they would just tell me whether or not, I'm seriously ill.

My lungs can't take it anymore...

I'm afraid one day... they are just gonna stop.

Here's a song to dedicate it to this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3lMcTvMqa3M&feature=related

Because I'm afraid one day soon... I'm not going to breath.